We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Loomer

by Livetwice

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    Purchasable with gift card

      $9.99 CAD  or more

     

1.
Panic Office 02:20
this is your heart and your head this is the panic office
2.
I'd like to say I hope you get all that you want, But I'm a little sick, and I'm a little tired, tired, it's been draining on me & I'm staring at a mirror asking myself to go to sleep
3.
So won't you call me when it's over? Cause I don't really think I can be here to watch it burn around me what if I get too close? and I can't let go? now everybody's asking just where I want to be? but I don't know I never thought that far I never thought that far So won't you write me in a letter? address it to whoever you think you want me to be and I'll attempt to do the opposite and I can't think too much these days I'm waking up in crippling states and I'm burning bridges like it's a day job that never pays me all too well I guess we'll learn from all our past mistakes maybe I'll take the time to separate both sides of this brain I call home so I can clean it out and make it feel like one (maybe that's not an answer that's easy to get, maybe here's not the place that I'm supposed to be)
4.
These claustrophobic nightmares overwhelm me it's not much better walking out my door but there's a price to pay to exist oh so quietly its losing relevance and cutting yourself short (I've come to find that everything I've ever known doesn't make sense) So won't you send me to a place where I can sleep for once that makes me feel less numb? & send me to a place I can breathe for once that doesn't make me feel like I should've chose a different hobby when I was thirteen wishing that I didn't care about anything I don't want to become my 9-5 5 days a week all I want is what I'm good at to mean something give me something give me anything won't you send me to space
5.
Level One 04:42
I turned them off killed the lights, yeah the moment it ended I ran into the wall, yeah the rooms too dark oh level one felt it slipping the moment you said it set phasers to stun supercharging on empty driving to the water you're burning my lungs out this car has got no gas and you're flooring you're redlined I'm pounding at the windows you're boarding me inside a stupid sickly feeling I never wanted to find level one what did I expect to find? I'm starting back in circles reversing the lines can I redraw this for some peace of mind? or am I stuck inside this box so fucking tight?
6.
7.
it looks like you crashed the car I guess I thought I felt it slipping never forgive not forgetting I guess you watched it from afar you said you thought you felt me slipping never forgive not forgetting
8.
Cut 04:25
did you ever think to cut it clean? put it all on the table to digest in scenes did you ever think you'd look back this way? I'm counting hours by the second while I'm holding my breath and I don't know exactly what you mean a sea of blood is failing in me pull the pin and watch it fall I never really thought that I could carry it all I never thought you'd do this to me it fades to gray ill cut the day I guess for cutting you right out then everything is okay I never thought it'd end up this way I'm holding back a second guess I never really trust myself to take the risk I never thought it'd end up this way cut my brain yeah cut the wires reverse the signal tenfold and then multiply it how the fuck did it end up this way? you pulled the pin you watched it fall you never did believe that I could carry it all I never thought that we'd end up this way you fade to gray and walk away a blind eye can't reciprocate to save the day I never thought that I'd hear you this way
9.
Loomer 04:20
better days spent walking far away from voices talking on the wrong side of my head cut the wire shut me down and I'l go to bed that's too easy just to say but not to live it a loomer here inside this fighting every fucking thing it made me feel unfolding burnt out crumpled letters to the editor of my head check me in just start me up how does it begin? "is it always like this? am I coming undone? are the pieces too broken and what's the reason? can I kill this part of it and send it out to sea? let it loom somewhere else and stop haunting on me?" fighting a loomer running far away from states of of lost sanity a fragment of what used to be I'll kill off this loomer leave it dead right here inside of me cutting ties with everything and scrubbing out a place for me to set it all to be so numb to you I need a way out of this I need a way out of you I need a way out of this I need a way to kill this loomer
10.
Fade To Gray 03:35
looks like the sun decided to come out on the day that you're leaving and you felt so gray you made me feel so fucking gray and I believed it looks like my brain finally feels some energy now that you're leaving and you'll fade to gray and I'll laugh every single day and I'll believe it

about

this is a record about depression.
this is a record about anxiety.
this is a record about people and places you shouldn't miss.

this is a record about the things that loom
the old part of you that looms
get rid of it

I got out of bed and made this record. do what you will with it

love,
- N

credits

released December 3, 2021

All material written & performed by Noah Zelle

Produced, Mixed, & Mastered by Noah Zelle

license

Some rights reserved. Please refer to individual track pages for license info.

tags

about

Livetwice

went away alone,

contact / help

Contact Livetwice

Streaming and
Download help

Redeem code

Report this album or account

If you like Livetwice, you may also like: